NEW EXPERIENCE

On Tuesday I had the day off and I spent some of the morning indulging in my sissy self. I got dressed up in my corset, stockings and satin panties then tried my my blouse which looked and felt fantastic, then the pinafore which was good as well but did not work all that well with blouse so will have to get another. I tried some make-up but not all that good, need a bit more practice. I did get onto Birchplace chat rooms and did cam to cam. I actually made 2 guys cum which made me feel all warm inside - must be all these hypnosis videos I am watching. I took some pictures with the lap top cam but not very good. I also did 2 videos which I have had a go at editing. Hope you like xx

I think I will make a sissy dress up hypnosis video, it should not be too difficult.

After Tuesday I feel I have taken a big step forward and cant wait to do it again!

GETTING OUT PART 2

After some discussion and checking on fit we went for the pinafore and blouse. We thought nicely girly but also safe. So Lucy helped me into the lingerie which excited my cock and then slipped on the satin blouse and boy did that feel good. Then I stepped into the dress, slid it up my body and slotted my arms in and Lucy zipped it up at the back. Now I felt really girly and was absolutely loving it.

Lucy was not happy about my flat chest and used some socks to give me some shape. I modeled the outfit and enjoyed putting on display while being snapped away with the camera. Lucy said I was a natural girly tart and that I was really going to enjoy the night out she had planned.

Then came the make up. I have never worn makeup before so that was a new experience. I had had a good shave before coming round as requested and Lucy applied foundation to hide any blemishes then underlined my eyes in black then blue eye shadow which made my eyes light up. The mascara gave me a real feminine look and then she applied the lipstick which made me look and feel sexy as was ruby red.

Lucy then combed my hair back and then produced a black bob style wig. With that  in place I looked into the mirror and hardly recognized myself. I looked like a woman, maybe not a beautiful model but cute or so I thought. Lucy was very pleased with the result and said she could not wait to take me out.

We had another glass of wine and Lucy put on some Shania twain to listen to while we looked through a copy of ok magazine together and chatted about what the cells were wearing. I was feeling light headed, maybe it was the drink or the excitement or both but I did feel giggly and kept running my hands over my thighs feeling the suspender straps. I was starting to feel very sexy and when Lucy laid her hand on my leg my heart was beating fast. We stared at each other for what felt like a minute then Lucy said you can kiss me if you want.

I could not help myself and started to snog like a couple of school girls. Our tongues exploring each others mouths while or hands explored each others bodies. It was so erotic to feel Lucy's fingers caress my thighs, my shoulders and my chest. I had one of her nipples rolling between my finger and thumb and she was moaning as she kissed me.

I slowly slid my other hand up her thigh, under her skirt and carefully maneuvered my fingers into her moist panties. As I massaged her clit Lucy squeezed my little titties and placed her other hand in my lap where my cocking was straining in my satin lingerie and tight skirt of the pinafore.

As Lucy started to moan louder I knew I was hitting the right spot and her climax was not far away. I thought she was going to get my cock out and I was desperate to feel her hand on my shaft but instead of removing my engorged member she started to stroke and rub me through my feminine attire. As she climaxed she rubbed quicker and before I knew it I was creaming myself in my sexy panties!

My cock pumped the hot spunk into my satin lingerie and the lining of the pinafore. I could feel it lubricating the layers of material against my skin. My heart was going at ten to the dozen and I felt a warm glow inside and that's when I realized that I would never be the same again, I was a CD and would always be so.

CLOTHES I WOULD LIKE TO WEAR

Here are a few images of clothes I would like to wear, not sure I would look as good in them as these beautiful people but I think I would feel very sexy in them. What do you think and what clothes should I wear next time I get a chance. Maybe get some pictures of me to put on here. Janine xx

MY NEXT CHALLENGE

Just thinking about my next sissy challenge. I am hoping to get a day at home, more or less alone for a few hours so having been wondering what I could get up to that would be fun, maybe a bit scary and definably exciting! As I have a new lap top with a cam I am thinking of maybe gong to some chat rooms for some cam to cam fun. I would need to dress appropriately and don't have much of a wardrobe, I could borrow a skirt and looking at blouses on ebay and round the town but the biggest dilemma is my face. Can I set the cam up so my head is cut off so not to spoil the girly illusion or would it still be a turn on for some. Or do I go for it and try some make up? Any help would be appreciated.

I think my master has just about given up on me, I have been doing my deep throat training like a good girl but he has lost interest in me as wont commit to a meeting for my continued training. Shame I am such a silly scaredy cat.



This is the blouse I am looking at, prefer white but cant find any.

I AM BACK AND DESPERATE

Back from a week away and just desperate to put on some lingerie, a blouse and skirt!

GETTING OUT, PART 1

 How she got me to agree to this I will never know. Tricked or blackmailed not sure which but well and truly stuck. Not that I minded too much to begin with it was fun but got just a little out of hand.

My current situation was this. I had promised to go out with Lucy for an evening  following her rules. She decides where, when, what we do and what 2 wear. Its all part of her big plan to get me out more. Well its true I don't go out much so I had agreed.

The first thing she wanted me to do was to measure myself so she could make sure the clothes she got for me would fit. Its not an unreasonable request although I did think that she wanted 2 know a lot especially my hips, belly, chest and across my nipple line. Still, as long as the clothes fitted well and I looked hot in them (and she said I would) I did not mind a bit.

The following week we met up lunchtime in town for a coffee. We browsed around the shops, Lucy said she was looking for clothes for our date and pointed out some nice dresses, some sexy short skirts and shiny blouses all of which I said were very hot. I was looking forward to seeing what Lucy chose to wear.

At the end of lunch I was handed a bag and told to take it home without looking. Then I was to try the items on for size take some pictures and report back. All sounded exciting and I agreed that I would do whatever Lucy thought best to get me out and having fun.

My heart skipped a beat when I opened the package. Inside was a pair of the sexist panties I had ever seen and the prettiest bra I had ever touched in my life. The panties were pink satin with lace edging and the bra was a b cup, black satin with red ribbon edging round the top. They were both so pretty I knew I had 2 try them on. I stripped off and then slid the silky panties up my legs. They fitted like a glove, a very sexy feeling glove. My cock started to swell up and I started to think that girls were so lucky to be able to wear such sensuous, so why can't I. I had done some crossdressing when I was younger and enjoyed it so now was my chance 2 try it again. After dressing in the lingerie I took a couple of pictures and felt like some cheap tart, a very horny tart.

Lucy was very pleased with the results and made sure I was happy 2 go ahead with her plan which I was. Now I knew what she had planned, I was to be going out in disguise and not any old disguise but one of the girls to experience a girly night out.

If Lucy thought she could make me look like a woman then I was up for a night out with the girls. Scary I know but I said I would do it, whatever it took.

So a few weeks later Lucy called me over to her place so she could check she had everything and check the fit of the clothes. When I arrived I was rushed up to the bedroom with a glass of wine in hand. The bed was covered in lingerie and hanging on the wardrobe doors were a series of outfits.

Lucy started first with showing what she had in mind. The lingerie set was black satin, panties, suspender set and bra. She also had a waist cincher if required and also a corset if I fancied that. It was all gorgeous and feminine stuff and I looked forward to trying it all on.

I had a choice of outfits, which Lucy held up and sort of modeled by holding them against her body. There was a knitted grey dress with scooped neck and long sleeves, a short satin pleated skirt, a sleeveless pinafore style dress also in grey, a white satin blouse with long sleeves and big collars, a cute cardy in baby blue and a patterned tank top. Quite a selection and I did not know what would be for the best. I had to be comfortable but also feminine so that I would not stick out like a sore thumb.

CLOTHING IDEAS

 These are some of my masters ideas for outfits for me. I am such a lucky sissy!
 

 Position I want you in

My perfect slut

 Boots to fuck you in

 My slut secretary

Shiny red head

Soft sissy

So many gorgeous outfits to get my man horny, not sure which to choose. I will have to put my own collection together, see if he likes my taste and ideas!

SISSY LIFE UPDATE

I am a married CD with kids, my wife does not know about my passion so I am back to square one. My friend is still my friend but I am not sure what she thinks of my return so have not talked to her about it. I rejoined BP and hooked up with a guy who wants to own my sissy side and I have been doing the tasks he sets but now wants to meet which I am not ready for.

So now I don't know what way to go or how to make the best of my situation. I am hoping some of my readers might be able to put some perspective on my situation and also give me some ideas of how to progress.

I love to dress as a girly slut and fantasize about being a cum slut but think most of it is just solo play but who knows where it might lead.

Please read and comment to help this CD sissy.

Janine xx

SHARING PICTURES

I just love posting pictures of clothes I want, but not as much as receiving pictures from admirers with what I should wear if we ever met. Wish I had a spare wardrobe to keep all the gorgeous stuff I want to buy!!

BIRCHPLACE

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FEELING WET

Wow there has been some serious rain these last few days. Maybe I should have got my boots and mac out for a walk.

SHOPPING

Last week I bought a pair of pink satin panties (see last post for picture) this week I bought a black satin suspender belt and stockings. Not had a chance to wear yet or get any pictures but looking forward to it!

Here are a few pictures of other clothes I'd like to buy, let me know what you think. I love swapping pictures of clothes to wear with other CD's , makes me all horny.

BACK AGAIN

Its been so long since my last post, its been so long since I dressed! I've been out of the CD scene for a year and a half but now my girly juices are flowing again and I am getting all sissyish. Hopefully I will keep the blog going and tell you all about my latest adventure as it unfolds!

Janine xx