Locked Away

 

Being owned does mean that your life is not your own, for a lot of it I am allowed to carry on like a normal person. I go to work, I shop, cook and have social and family commitments but my free time is now not so free.

My Master controls what I wear under my regular clothes 24/7 and when I have my own time he suggest or tells or forces me to dress as he wants (as shown in this blog) I am constantly humiliated in the clothes and outfits he selects but I have little or no choice. He enjoys when I expose my sissy side knowing how humiliated I feel.

But thats not the worst of it, he now has me locked in chastity! He presented me with this nub to try so now I cant cum without his permission and I have a constant reminder that I am his sissy slave. 

 But I am sissy sub and I do feel like its what I should be doing and grateful that I have such a kind Master.

Halter Neck Dress

 

I just love wearing a satin dress with a wide skirt, makes me feel like a princess. This halter neck dress is the only halter neck item I have (not including the bra I have on as well) and maybe its something I should wear more. Goes great with stockings, and I so love wearing a suspender belt so its a win win!

Hopefully if I wear this out I might attract some real cock and get to be the cumdump that I am practising to be!

Hole Training

 

There is always a new skill to improve on when you have a Master that wants you to be the best sissy slut you could possibly be. I am constantly having to wear panties, often other items that I can conceal in my day to day life so that I never forget that I am owned and a sissy. When any opportunity arises arises I are commanded to dress more appropriate and degrade myself as a man, my life is full of these humiliating moments and my Master likes to record them and then remind me when ever I show any signs of faltering. 

As these pictures show I am dressed in bra and corset, hands cuffed behind my head while I complete my oral practice then my anal practice. The 8 inch dildo slides into my boi pussy quite well now and as I am locked in a cage and never allowed to cum unless its from a man using me I need to practice!

Deep Throat Training

 

When ever I have half an hour spare my Master likes to set me tasks. Usually extremely humiliating and always with evidence which is just more blackmail material for him.

Today it was deep throat training, although not told to I thought a pretty bra and crop top blouse would be more suitable to wear for a pathetic sissy like me. 

I worked that cock until it was popping my throat and I could hold it for a count of 10, there was a lot of gagging, throat juice and drool but I did it like the good sissy whore that I am.

Its not the same as a real cock, not as good, and much more enjoyable with a person there giving me encouragement (and abuse).

Hopefully my Master will get to use my throat soon. 

Sissy Baby loves his nappy

 

I am a pathetic sissy and love to dress like a baby in a satin dress with lots of bows and a bonnet. My clitty is locked in a cage hidden in my nappy while I suck my masters cock like a good sissy bitch. I enjoy the total humiliation of having to dress like a sissy baby and looking forward to sucking lots more cock as I fill my nappy.

Cum dump

 

I am a pathetic sissy cumdump that should be used by real men. I love to suck cock and have them shoot there hot cum down my throat. I enjoy sucking your sack and balls as well so please get in touch if you want to use me.

Cock Sucker for Hire

 

I am a blackmailed, owned sissy and enthusiastic cock sucker. I love to suck cock, deep throat, be face fucked and eat your cum. I enjoy sucking cocks until they are big and hard and then explode in my mouth and down my throat. Happy to suck your sack and balls as well, if possible get them all in my mouth. 

 

Smarter in Uniform

There is something about a cute uniform that is so delicious. Not sure if its to do with being sub or just like to have rules for my dressing but it does excite my brain. This blazer dress pushes a number of my buttons with it being so fitted, coat like and pleated. The material looks heavy which means it will feel wonderfull to wear but lets face it, I am never ging to own something like that but a girl can dream!

 

Nice and Shiny

I usually have modest size tits but I have dabbled with F cup size which does mean more bras but thankfully the majority of my tops and some of my dresses still fit. I was super happy when I first wore them, being unable to see anything below your waist was a revelation and they certainly drew the eye. I went with cotton filled so not as heavy as they should be which is a shame as would have liked to feel the extra weight. After a few times out one side split which was very upsetting (they are not cheap and come in a big box which is difficult to smuggle into the house!) but with a bra still wearable. In the end I cut the other side so it would hang evenly but now you have to wear a bra and cover the back (before they looked good without any covering). I must give them another trip out with a satin blouse!
 

Work or Play

 I do love the look of the dress on this model, she fills it out so well, not sure I could do it justice (but please let me try!) I have never been a big fan of the french maid uniform and not sure why. But a skirt and blouse with a pinny tied around me and I would be in heaven. I should tell my wife that if she makes me wear a girly uniform I would happily clean the house everyday. Makes perfect sense.

 

School of Rock?

 I am a fan of uniforms, it must be because you have to wear them and they are very smart. I have a skirt like this which I adore but this look would work great for clubbing. The waistcoat would be ideal to cover the corset.

 

Its in the Mind

 

Girly souls

 I only have 1 pair of heels, 3 inch black patent leather closed toe shoes and I adore wearing them. When I get desperate I slip out to the workshop and put them on and just move around the workshop just to feel them on my feet. I have socks like these as well, I have worn them to and from work before as nobody notices them but I know how girly I am dressed!

 

So True

 

Sissy Sex

 

I think once you know you are a sissy (and it took me a while to stop playing at it and just be who I am meant to be) then sex in the traditional sense has no meaning. There is no pleasure in sticking your little thing into a womans pussy. Joy can be gained my using your tongue on any part of the body, man or woman but sex for a sissy is having a man fuck her hole. She will get pleasure from knowing the man is enjoying himself.

What Choice

So of course I love to wear sexy lingerie and dresses and I buy mine on ebay usually and I dont like to spend too much because its difficult to know the sizes so I have never purchased an outfit like this. I would so love to put this dress on and have all the accessories, as it says no girl or woman would wera this but a sissy just loves it. I can see me wearing it and entertaining some alpha who wants his own doll to play with.
 

 

 

Getting back into it

 Hello all,

Sorry for disapearing and having to change the name of my blog. The truth is I got found out and then confessed to my wife about being a crossdresser and a sissy. All is good and we are working things out. Been on holiday for 2 weeks as well so hopefully I will get back to posting. Please spread the word so my followers can find me again. Love Janine xx

 

 

Pantie Punishment update

 It occurred to me last night that I never mentioned wearing a cock cage - thats an obvious punishment device.

Also bra and blouse could be seperate levels, as could adding breast forms (imagine that bra with d cups and a satin pussy bow blouse under a jacket on the train!)

Would be good to start simple and work your way up to a scary sissy encounter.

Pantie Punishment

 The last few days I have been told to wear panties to work. I have started to commute by train and mentioned that I did not feel very girly so my master requested that each day I have to wear panties. When I acted shocked at this he added that 1 day a week I would also wear my anal plug for the commute, I asked if this was to and from work and he said that was a good idea and yes. Now I don’t consider wearing panties to be a punishment, wearing them is fantastic, feels good and makes me feel more like a sissy. The logistics of wearing them on the other hand does cause me mental anguish. Getting dressed in the morning has me fretting then all day I am conscious of my trousers slipping down or when I bend over or my shirt rides up, every time I go to the loo I sit and look at how pretty they are, which does make it all worth it.

The plug on the other hand is a bit more brutal, I love it when it slides in and it feels nice for a while but I cycle to the station and that ride can really agitate my little hole, sitting on the train is fine again and then I have a 15 minute walk which has been ok but it’s not unnoticeable. Once at work and I have got things sorted it’s time for the morning ablutions and I take the plug out. Its messy and a relief to remove. Going home is strange, nipping in the toilet and orally lubricating the plug then popping it in then getting ready to go home. The plug takes its time to settle in while I walk and then wait at the station, I usually stand on the way home so I start to forget its in then I am on my bike and wham, its back, by the time I’m home its slightly painful and as soon as possible I am popping it out. It’s a love hate relationship!

But what if wearing panties was not enough for my master, what if he wanted to mentally test me going to work, turn the flame up a notch, see how far I would dare to humiliate or expose myself and for him to have more proof that I was just a sissy fag only worthy of sucking cock and having my bum fucked.

During a sleepless night I came up with this list:

• ·        Bra – one of the easiest yet so fem but what to wear over it or nothing? How about the halter bra, bit more challenging?
  
• ·        Hold-ups – quick and warm in the winter
• ·        Tights – full coverage
• ·        Stockings – extra time required to put these on each morning!
• ·        Blouse – more challenging, best keep that jacket done up. Silver satin shirt would be ok, black satin frilly one not so much but the higher neck and bright flowery one would be a lot more difficult to keep hidden.
• ·        PVC wet look crop top – saucy!
• ·        Jumper or cardigan – something fluffy or super girly, barbie, pink or bright (or both)
• ·        Slip – tucked into trousers
• ·        Dress – would have to be short to go under a long coat (I don’t have either!)

What if I had to give him proof on the train, opening my jacket for a picture, yes that’s doable but my trousers to show I have suspenders on, tricky. This would certainly go into the punishment bracket.

Please comment with any other suggestions!

MY SISSY LIFE Issue 4