I am sure at some point I felt manly but those days are so far behind me now. I am a dedicated sissy, I don’t have sex in the conventional way (the fact is I don’t have or need it at all) and I spend my waking life thinking about how best to please alpha males and my Mistress (and not necessarily in that order!) As I have got older my tastes have got younger, no longer do I want to dress like a street hooker but its more schoolie, girly girl or even a baby. The first time I wore a nappy I was amazed how it made me feel and that it was so comforting. Filling my nappy was also a delight, mentally it was very stimulating and now I wonder what it would be like if I were to be treated like a big baby.
A dummy to suck on to keep me quiet
A cute outfit to put on over my nappy, something that says who I am now.
