After he has had his fun

You kneel on the bed, your shallow breath fighting against the tightness of the bra and satin top of the pretty dress you are wearing. You can feel the air around your naked bum, the pull of the stocking straps and the pretty pink heels you choose to go with the sissy girl outfit. Its so embarrassing to wear something like that and let a man actually cum inside you, you are such a faggot, not a man anymore and never to be a woman. You can feel the cum cooling inside you locked in with the plug that he pushed in as he left. The cam is still on, he will be watching so no moving until he calls.

LOVE THIS VIDEO

When I get a chance to suck a cock I want to take the full length, suck his sack and lick that helmet.


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WANTING TO DRESS

It has been a couple of months since my last good dress up session and I am really missing it. I can't wait to put a bra on, stockings and a tight skirt. To feel the tightness of my corset would be fantastic as would zipping a shift dress up and feeling it wrapped around me. Do any of you other girls miss dressing and what do you do to get through?

This outfit would be just mmmm

15 DAYS TO GO

I have decided that I need to blog more as an outlet for my girly thoughts so for the next few weeks I am going to try and blog most days. Some will be caps, some just comments, others girly clothes and stuff. Feel free to comment with suggestions and if you would like me to mention you in a captioned image or post just let me know.

In 15 days I will be taking the day off and be home alone for a day of dressing, photos and cam2cam. I am really looking forward to it as they dont come round all that often. Last week I did manage to wear a bra, panties, skirt and blouse while in the bathroom before a shower. I also had long white satin gloves which were fun and felt so sexy running them over my pantied ass. I tried 2 blouses on, a white see through one with ruffles down the front (long sleeved) which I thought would be good over my corset and the other was a purple sleeveless top which was sooo cute. It gave me a great shape and pushed my little boobs out. It will be at the top of the list for the photo shoot in 15 days time!

But before my girly session I have to buy......

a satin half slip so my panel skirt flows better and should make me feel even more girly.

 15 den stockings, keep getting holes in mine.

Liquid foundation, not used it before but dont get on with compressed powder so thought I would give this a try.

 Some cheap false nails, I loved wearing them last time but struggled getting a good fit for the thumb.

Thats my shopping list so far!

Janine xxxx

SISSY ASSIGNMENT 1: choose 5 skirts

Dear Readers,

My mistress has emailed me to say that she is disappointed with  the lack of time spent dressed and acting like the sissy that she thinks I could be (and I totally agree with her). She understands that my home life makes certain restrictions on my sissy life but also that I don't take or make my opportunities as best I could.

To prove to her my dedication to be a better sissy she is setting me assignments that will work on my inner sissy so that even when not dressed my mind will be occupied with sissy thoughts and thus make sure I am ready when the time comes to take steps towards being my true sissy self.

She would like me to do my best to please her with my responses, post them using all my various accounts (twitter, BP, pinterest, polyvore) and to interact with as many other girls, boys, sissy's, CD's and doms. So in reading this you are actually helping me out! She will be monitoring all communications and will use my responses to tailor her training schedule (as well as my wardrobe!)

Please let me know if you have done anything like this before or would like to be more involved.

Sissy in training,

Janine xx

So on with the first assignment: Choose 5 skirts you like the look of, excite you or think you could wear...comment on your choices.

This is a pin in my pinterst page. Its cute and schoolie and short and I like showing my legs.

I had to have a leather/pvc skirt in my list. Always says super sexy to me and maybe a bit slutty too but you have to get the right size to look this hot.

I wore a skirt like this and it was gorgeous, it feels tight but you can still move and it just contours to your body. Colour is a bit bland but goes with lots of things.

 Its plain, simple and girly. Love the colour and its the right length.

For my last skirt it would have to be satin, this is smart looking, ideal for a secretary who offers a little bit more. Must be so good to feel the suspender clips through the satin, mmmmm.

So how did I do?

WHERE TO DRESS?

I need some dressing time and I am thinking of taking an afternoon off work but don't know where I could dress. I emailed a holiday express hotel but they wanted £60 for the night and I only want a couple of hours in the afternoon. Any ideas or suggestions.

A Desperate sissy,

Janine xxxx

FRIDAY IS DRESS UP DAY

Its nearly here and I cant wait! Its been so long since I have had a proper dress up session but even this one was nearly cancelled. First I am out on a Christmas do the night before so hopefully I wont be feeling a bit under the weather. Second, I only have 3 hours until me kids get home as school shuts early. Thirdly my wife wanted me to go into town to buy something (so best part of an hour lost) my back up plan was to dress up as a school girl as soon as possible and get some pictures. Then wear stockings and suspenders, bra and blouse into town for shopping. Once back try on some more clothes during a cam to cam session (with my new web cam). I would have make-up on for that one with my new mascara. I have also been told that a tampon is nice to wear so might give that a go for the morning until I pound my boy pussy for a bit.

But now I dont have to do the shopping bit so straight into dressing on cam!

Leave a comment if you want to ge involved xx

SISSY CHALLENGE: WHATS YOUR FAVORITE SKIRT?

I have been feeling especially girly lately and spend keep having lots of girly thoughts. When I pick up a paper I am looking at the gossip and fashion, who was wearing what for which occasion. When I am on the train I am looking at the shoes, skirts and coats of all the ladies and thinking which do I like, what would I wear, what would suit me, what can I get away with. My watch list on ebay is bulging and the shop windows in the high street get more than a casual glance.

To this end I feel I want to explore my fem side more and chat about these things so I am hoping whoever reads this might be able to help me. Any suggestions to where I might get a good girly chat (and get as dirty as you like!) or correspondence.

To start things off consider this a girly challenge. Pick 3 skirts you would love to own and show them to me.

These are mine

 Its very sexy and tight and would show off all those clips and panty lines very nicely. It would give me a good wiggle and my butt would be shown off but not sure I have the hips for it.

 This is such a gorgeous colour and would look smart for work as well as dinner or clubbing. Short enough for fun.

Taylor always looks good and this skirt is a real winner, flared, slight pleating, schoolie kind of look and short and sexy which ticks most of my boxes.

So those are my three, what are your?
Please get in touch....
Janine xx

OUTSIDE ADVENTURE

It all started like a fun game. Me with my cam on, dressing up, people asking for different outfits and positions. My new pleated skirt, sexy undies, stockings, heels. Then a guy got really into it, said he loved my look and style, he was local, would I meet him. I was not ready for that. Then he said that we worked together a few months back, oh god, I remember now, he even met my wife. Said to meet in the park by the bench near the oak, 30 minutes. he called me a cock tease and a slut.

SISSY SHOPPING SUCCESS

My heart was pounding just walking into the town centre knowing what I was going to do. I felt excited and scared all mixed together. As I entered Primark I clocked where the pleated skirts were, quite near the door which was a shame as anyone passing the doors might glance in and I now plenty of people in the town during a lunchtime.

First I went to the boys PJ section as I needed to buy some for my son, it really helped having a proper job to be doing while in the shop. Once I got them then I looked for Christmas socks, it was good cover for the lace topped socks I wanted to get. After a walk round the shoe/hosiery section I found the socks, bit small but only £1 worth a try, might look cute over black stockings and in my heels.

Then came the big test, back though lingerie (I had to as that where the escalator is!) mmmm lots of nice bra's! Down to the skirts, green/blue checks or the grey and red line checks. I went for the one with the red as would match my blazer. I had to sort through the rack to find a 16 which looked about right, not too big. A couple of young ladies had a bit of a giggle while I was checking the sizes but I felt ok with my shopping list in my hand.

Then I went back upstairs to the customer service to take back a bra for my wife. It was empty which was fine by me, the assistant came over and I showed her the receipt for the bra and told her I wanted to buy the PJ's, skirt and girly socks. While she sorted them I noticed the skirt was actually a size 12 on a size 16 hanger (oops school girl error) so I asked if I could change it, no problem she said and had a look on the returns rack and said she only had a 20. So off I went down the escalator again, into the ladieswear, hunt for the skirt, bottom shelf at the back. The 16 looked big so went for the 14, a few more stairs from the ladies, then back up to customer services and there was a queue! Two ladies and a young man, so I stood at the back nest to the man and his jeans with my short pleated skirt in hand. The man turned to me and said "I think she is waiting for your skirt" pointing to the desk. Sure enough, I went forward and she took the skirt folded it and popped it in the bag. I paid for them, signed the return and was out of there all red faced and flustered but what a buzz!

Back at work I sneaked out to the toilet and went into the cubicle, dropped my trousers and tried the skirt on, it fitted snugly, sits high on my hips which keeps it short and the lining is delightful. Cant wait to model it. I snapped a picky with my mobile and changed back. Yeah for my girly power!

WEDNESDAY NIGHT IS TART NIGHT

Yes Wednesday night I hope to be able to be my girly self and will be available on Birchplace for chat, cam and phone sex if anyone is interested.

GETTING OUT PART 2

After some discussion and checking on fit we went for the pinafore and blouse. We thought nicely girly but also safe. So Lucy helped me into the lingerie which excited my cock and then slipped on the satin blouse and boy did that feel good. Then I stepped into the dress, slid it up my body and slotted my arms in and Lucy zipped it up at the back. Now I felt really girly and was absolutely loving it.

Lucy was not happy about my flat chest and used some socks to give me some shape. I modeled the outfit and enjoyed putting on display while being snapped away with the camera. Lucy said I was a natural girly tart and that I was really going to enjoy the night out she had planned.

Then came the make up. I have never worn makeup before so that was a new experience. I had had a good shave before coming round as requested and Lucy applied foundation to hide any blemishes then underlined my eyes in black then blue eye shadow which made my eyes light up. The mascara gave me a real feminine look and then she applied the lipstick which made me look and feel sexy as was ruby red.

Lucy then combed my hair back and then produced a black bob style wig. With that  in place I looked into the mirror and hardly recognized myself. I looked like a woman, maybe not a beautiful model but cute or so I thought. Lucy was very pleased with the result and said she could not wait to take me out.

We had another glass of wine and Lucy put on some Shania twain to listen to while we looked through a copy of ok magazine together and chatted about what the cells were wearing. I was feeling light headed, maybe it was the drink or the excitement or both but I did feel giggly and kept running my hands over my thighs feeling the suspender straps. I was starting to feel very sexy and when Lucy laid her hand on my leg my heart was beating fast. We stared at each other for what felt like a minute then Lucy said you can kiss me if you want.

I could not help myself and started to snog like a couple of school girls. Our tongues exploring each others mouths while or hands explored each others bodies. It was so erotic to feel Lucy's fingers caress my thighs, my shoulders and my chest. I had one of her nipples rolling between my finger and thumb and she was moaning as she kissed me.

I slowly slid my other hand up her thigh, under her skirt and carefully maneuvered my fingers into her moist panties. As I massaged her clit Lucy squeezed my little titties and placed her other hand in my lap where my cocking was straining in my satin lingerie and tight skirt of the pinafore.

As Lucy started to moan louder I knew I was hitting the right spot and her climax was not far away. I thought she was going to get my cock out and I was desperate to feel her hand on my shaft but instead of removing my engorged member she started to stroke and rub me through my feminine attire. As she climaxed she rubbed quicker and before I knew it I was creaming myself in my sexy panties!

My cock pumped the hot spunk into my satin lingerie and the lining of the pinafore. I could feel it lubricating the layers of material against my skin. My heart was going at ten to the dozen and I felt a warm glow inside and that's when I realized that I would never be the same again, I was a CD and would always be so.

SHOPPING

Last week I bought a pair of pink satin panties (see last post for picture) this week I bought a black satin suspender belt and stockings. Not had a chance to wear yet or get any pictures but looking forward to it!

Here are a few pictures of other clothes I'd like to buy, let me know what you think. I love swapping pictures of clothes to wear with other CD's , makes me all horny.

BACK AGAIN

Its been so long since my last post, its been so long since I dressed! I've been out of the CD scene for a year and a half but now my girly juices are flowing again and I am getting all sissyish. Hopefully I will keep the blog going and tell you all about my latest adventure as it unfolds!

Janine xx