Weekend work

 

Love a sexy skirt

 

Bambi Blog 2

 I love it when I put away all my knickers when they have been dried, its just a little thing but reminds my brain that I am a sissy, always. It was even more exciting or humiliating (which to me are the same) when my wife left my dress, blouse and bra on the bed! My bedside draws are full of fancy knickers, a pile of bras, tights and stockings. My wardrobe has dresses hanging up and blouses as well. My main draws have t shirts at the front, satin blouse at the back. Jeans in another with my skirts. Its such a delight and glad I made the change from hiding my desires to showing them. My wife accepts it but has no interest in it. She does not talk about it, question me on it and I don’t dress in front of her. I am honest with her and have no need to tell her all the details that she does not want to know.

 

Bambi Blog 1

 I have been struggling with my sissy side this week. Being a sissy can be hard, its probably never easy as its not considered normal so its always going to cause some upset and anguish. My home life has got busy as there are more people in the house and now I don’t have any alone time. For some people this might be ok, they might live a split life and sometimes want to dress girly and other times not that bothered. Sometimes they might want to make love other times serve and be used. That's ok, in fact that is great, enjoy and be happy.

But for me I know I am a sissy so when I don’t have a chance to dress I feel down, low, my girl magic depletes. I wear knickers every day, sometimes a bra top, sometimes a cage but its just not enough I need time as a girl to recharge my batteries.

I use tvchix chat to help sustain me, looking for alphas who want me, I try to please them, entertain them, make them feel good so I feel good. I look at ebay and add clothes to my watch list even though I don’t need more clothes nor have a chance to wear them. My pinterest feed is viewed with an eye searching for captioned images to spark my imagination but all I see are real girls in stunning outfits with captions saying how his GF dressed him like this. If I could dress and look like that then I would not feel humiliation, I would just go out and enjoy myself, I want to see real pictures of real sissies, I need the striking view of reality not the dreamy pillow pictures of a girly boy.

So nothing sates my thirst other than letting me be me, just for a little while.

 Another of those dam AI generated girl pics but I think it knows what I like. That dress is to die for!