She is in charge now

 

Working Girl

 

Pantie Punishment update

 It occurred to me last night that I never mentioned wearing a cock cage - thats an obvious punishment device.

Also bra and blouse could be seperate levels, as could adding breast forms (imagine that bra with d cups and a satin pussy bow blouse under a jacket on the train!)

Would be good to start simple and work your way up to a scary sissy encounter.

Pantie Punishment

 The last few days I have been told to wear panties to work. I have started to commute by train and mentioned that I did not feel very girly so my master requested that each day I have to wear panties. When I acted shocked at this he added that 1 day a week I would also wear my anal plug for the commute, I asked if this was to and from work and he said that was a good idea and yes. Now I don’t consider wearing panties to be a punishment, wearing them is fantastic, feels good and makes me feel more like a sissy. The logistics of wearing them on the other hand does cause me mental anguish. Getting dressed in the morning has me fretting then all day I am conscious of my trousers slipping down or when I bend over or my shirt rides up, every time I go to the loo I sit and look at how pretty they are, which does make it all worth it.

The plug on the other hand is a bit more brutal, I love it when it slides in and it feels nice for a while but I cycle to the station and that ride can really agitate my little hole, sitting on the train is fine again and then I have a 15 minute walk which has been ok but it’s not unnoticeable. Once at work and I have got things sorted it’s time for the morning ablutions and I take the plug out. Its messy and a relief to remove. Going home is strange, nipping in the toilet and orally lubricating the plug then popping it in then getting ready to go home. The plug takes its time to settle in while I walk and then wait at the station, I usually stand on the way home so I start to forget its in then I am on my bike and wham, its back, by the time I’m home its slightly painful and as soon as possible I am popping it out. It’s a love hate relationship!

But what if wearing panties was not enough for my master, what if he wanted to mentally test me going to work, turn the flame up a notch, see how far I would dare to humiliate or expose myself and for him to have more proof that I was just a sissy fag only worthy of sucking cock and having my bum fucked.

During a sleepless night I came up with this list:

• ·        Bra – one of the easiest yet so fem but what to wear over it or nothing? How about the halter bra, bit more challenging?
  
• ·        Hold-ups – quick and warm in the winter
• ·        Tights – full coverage
• ·        Stockings – extra time required to put these on each morning!
• ·        Blouse – more challenging, best keep that jacket done up. Silver satin shirt would be ok, black satin frilly one not so much but the higher neck and bright flowery one would be a lot more difficult to keep hidden.
• ·        PVC wet look crop top – saucy!
• ·        Jumper or cardigan – something fluffy or super girly, barbie, pink or bright (or both)
• ·        Slip – tucked into trousers
• ·        Dress – would have to be short to go under a long coat (I don’t have either!)

What if I had to give him proof on the train, opening my jacket for a picture, yes that’s doable but my trousers to show I have suspenders on, tricky. This would certainly go into the punishment bracket.

Please comment with any other suggestions!

Punishment Bra

 

Bra to Work

 

Leather suits you

 

New Hair

 Got my new wig but not had a good play with it yet but a friend did this for me.....Master said I had to post even though I think its a bit too revealing.

Just love fur and love coats!

 Some of you may have noticed that the blog changed its addy a couple of times over the past weeks. I have been trying to align all my profiles so they come under the common name of Janine the Sissy. Hopefully no need to chnage again. Sorry for any confussion. Thanks for reading!

 

 

 

MY SISSY LIFE Issue 4

 

Sissy ID

 

MAKEOVER BY RACHEL

 One of my girly friends gave me a virtual makeover and I love it!

check outRachel....

Love blouses

 

Humiliated Husband

 

The new basque and dress are both a great success! Can't wait to show you all xx

Ebay buying again!

 I think its due to me not being able to dress for such a long time or its the new daddy influence (and chastity cage) but it has made me think about a new outfit. When I say think about I meant dreaming about when I go to bed, running through the items I will wear it with, how it would fit, feel and look. Most of this is idle fantasy but once I had that image in my head I had to turn to ebay to see if my dream could be a reality.

So what was the outfit? It was a smart grey and white panel shift dress, it was fitted/shaped, pencil skirt, it had a high neck, 3/4 sleeves and was plain. It was a heavy material but not sure what that is. Under it a wore a basque so my bra straps were pulling against my stockings which I thought would be great as my suspender belt always works it way down lower than I would like. Over that I had a full satin slip, in white.

I have the slip (devine!) no basque, I do have a grey pinafor dress but this was different to that, it had to be lined and zip up the back to trap me in it. So I started my search....

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 The first was so nice, bit pricy, the second not stunning enough, the third good but plain so I went for the M+S one for a bargain £6. Then I looked for basques......

There was a fair selection and these are ones that caught my eye. In the end I went for the last one as was reduced, I was unsure what colour ro go for but white seemed appropriate. So won, bought and should be about a week!

This searching started me down a few other rabbit holes, these are a few of the things I added to my watch list!

The last dress I would have bought but was not click and collect, such a shame!

New Panties

 

New Trip Planned

 Hi All, I have a trip out planned on the 20th, I have to drive to Newark on my own! I have my sissy kit ready to put in the car and will set off at 9am and go to Baldock services to put on a bra, blouse, earings and lip gloss. Hope to grab a coffee, hang around a bit then head up the A1 stopping at Downtown Grantham for a walk maybe even shop but then change back for my visit.

At 7pm I plan to reverse the precedings but this time put a skirt and heels on, Downtown will be shut so should have a quiet capark to exit the car and take a short walk. Then drive back to Baldock services to chnage. Might not sound like much but I am super excited!

New Socks

 

Always be my choice

Satin Suit

Cute blouse

Old Video

7 years ago I made this terrible video, maybe I should redo it. Even the websites mentioned have gone now!

https://youtu.be/FkPqtjn3CwQ

Body Language

My New Panties

Satin Ruched Dress

For the Love of Shoes

Until I got my first pair of heels I never realised how much I likes shoes, and when I say shoes I mean ladies foot wear. Guys shoes do nothing for me but heels....oooh I am all over them. I have been having some great chats with the guys and one of them is so into tan tights and flufffy mules or white strappy heels (especially with a wedding dress!). We swapped picks of appropriate foot wear as shown below.

He then set me the task of getting some so off I went to ebay in search od size 10 (yikes) shoes and tan tights, holdups, stockings etc. The hosiery was easy, plenty to choose from but I set up a search for the shoes that were click and collect and my size and started adding what I thought would be good, then I started to add what I thought might be fun/usefull. I even put bids on 2 pairs!