SISSY CHALLENGE 3, HOLD-UPS REPORT part 1

On paper this might seem like an easy task and for some of you I am sure it is, probably not a challenge at all. For me it was quite the opposite. First I would like to say that being married and keeping my sissy side a secret can be a real obstacle as well as organising to go out. I want to go out more so that when I want some sissy time it will seem more normal to my wife that I am just going out to see friends, music or whatever.

To complete  the task I would have to go shopping, I work in the town next to the town where I live and I know lots of people in both towns so even shopping can be fraught with danger. I decided that shopping at lunchtime would be easiest and I have visited Primark a few times and knew they had a great lingerie section. I skipped my lunch with my colleagues (told them I had a couple of errands to do) and headed into town, first stop was Primark and I went straight up the stairs and into the fabulous girly underwear section. There were a few ladies browsing the clothes and I walked up the knicker isle and down the tops isle but no tights, stockings or hold-ups to be seen. I ventured all the way into the ladies clothes (saw a few nice items) and into the kids section. Still no hold-ups!

Back down the stairs I went and then noticed that the ground floor had the hosiery section, silly me I missed it!  From a distance I could see the plastic model legs displaying the various stocking material, fish-net, glossy, high denier etc so I knew I had found my section. There were 2 whole racks of tights, stockings, pop socks, shaper and all manner of things, I browsed it all, my heart was beating fast, I felt hot and bothered but I wanted to be a good girl and complete my mission.

I checked the hold-ups section and no white at all, I flicked through all the hanging boxes to make sure, so what next? The natural ones looked just normal, they had fashion ones with 3 rings at the top but I thought the glossy lace topped ones were by far the sexiest. I read the back of the box to check the size, 6 foot tall, size 14, makes me XL, well there were no XL so I went L. I took my purchase up to the desk (I did not have a basket) and within a minute I was handing over my cash. Then I was asked by a nice young man if I want a bag? Now why did I not think of that before, I would need a bag so I accepted a small paper bag with Primark printed on it.

After that excitement I decided to go back up the stairs to the lingerie and take a couple of pictures to show my boyfriend (not sure I am allowed to call him that yet but for the sake of my report I will!) what it was like and where I had been.

Then I was back into the town centre with my gay little Primark bag swinging in my hand. After buying some fuses for the car (boring) I went back to work safe in the knowledge that part one was done and now just needed to wear them and show them.

Sissy Hypno Video

 I watched this last night and thought it was great, a lot better than the fast images and same pictures.

Cuckold Sissy Slave (Cock and Cum Hypno)

SISSY CHALLENGE NUMBER 3 - HOLD-UPS

After a weeks rest, plenty of chat with my special guy, tonight he set the new challenge. I was so worried he would want me to do something that would be way beyond my limit rather than training me up but he was very fair. I have to go shopping for some white sexy hold-ups, then put them on at work and take photographic evidence.

So I have bought stockings on ebay and tights in Tesco but this is something a bit more special. I could go to Primark as they have great lingerie range but would have to be careful not to get spotted. Debenhams is a bit further from work but I bet they have some nice items. So where else might I go?

I have been told to browse the tights and stockings, choose the sexiest and the right size and if asked tell them they are for me. Then there is the changing in the toilet and photographs, might have to work late one night to accomplish this.

Sissy Caps

Panty Wednesday Report

After Mark made his selection of which panties I had to wear for work I found an excuse to go into the loft and raid my stash of girly finery. I quickly searched the bags and pulled a few pairs of panties out, a couple of skirts, 2 bra's and finally the pinafore dress I want to test with my new white blouse. I hid them all in a box for a game which I then hid on a shelf in plain sight!

That night before bed I checked the panties but could not find the ones Mark had chosen so I went with the brightest pink ones as Mark had said that they should stand out if exposed. I crossed my fingers that they would be good enough and that I did not fail my second challenge at the start and have to take the humiliating consequences. All night I dreamt about wearing the panties and being found out, and having to wear a bra and even a skirt (as suggested by my darling).

I was first up in the morning and slid the panties on, they did feel good and fitted well (12/14 size) I enjoyed the feel of them as I walked down stairs and got my breakfast but I did check to see if my t shirt, when untucked, would hide any girly colour. It looked like I would be safe!

After breakfast I was feeling very sexy so took a couple of pics and sent them to Mark on skype so that he knew that I was taking his challenge seriously. Cycling to the station was fun, my bum slipping on the saddle, then taking my waterproof trousers off on the train while standing was not so much fun and I was paranoid my t-shirt would ride up while I was trying to get the legs over my shoes.

Work was interesting, at times I could not concentrate just kept thinking about the cute girly knix I was wearing, I got another pic while in the toilet just to show I had not backed out. Mark seemed pleased with my efforts. I was extra careful changing my t-shirt for a shirt before my meeting, I did not want my co-workers seeing my pretty lingerie! and then the day was gone, I was back home, shopped with the wife (with my panties which where way sexier than hers!)

It did make me think that I should have ordered that cock cage to stop my little thing getting all excited.

Maybe I should wear one of these for occasion like this!

2nd Sissy Challenge

I was still coming to terms with (and erotically enjoying) my first challenge and then another is thrust upon me. At first it was just a question, sort of hypothetical and we talked around the subject for a while, I guess Mark was working out the boundaries and trying to set the level of my un-ease just enough so that I would still be compelled to accomplish the feat. Well I said I would do my very best to please Mark so I had to accept. Although the second time of asking was more of a command which certainly got my full attention!

So what was the challenge you are all thinking, well its to wear a pair of panties to work and send photographic evidence. Mark gets to choose the panties and I get to choose the day but it has to be within a week.

I sent Mark a selection of pictures of me in panties and after some deliberation he choose a pair. The problem is I have them hidden away in the loft so now need an excuse to extricate them. Putting them on in the morning should be no problem but I will be so conscious of them all day and probably be in a state of excitement as well. Hopefully I can get a picture during a quiet moment even if its a visit to powder my nose.

I am confident I can achieve this so not worried about the consequences which have been vague but I am sure over time all will be revealed! I am trying not to think what the next challenge will be, please post any ideas for Mark as he is an avid reader of my blog (which is why I have to write so much!) maybe it will be a sissy assignment, sort of girly home work, I had to do some years ago which meant posting pictures on certain subjects and writing comments on them and going to other websites and putting myself about for some exposure. Who knows!

These are the panties of choice!

and these are a pair he wants me to buy, they are very cute and sexy!

Janine xx

1st Sissy Challenge

I have been have a fun relationship with my heart throb Mark. We chat over skype and Birchplace and we are getting on great. He knows my situation and understands I want to take things further but have a few difficulties to overcome so he has said he will start setting me sissy challenges to make me a better girl  and sissy.

The first thing he asked me to do I was compelled to do even though I was scared in case I got discovered and was not sure how I would feel which goes to show the control he has over me already. He asked me to strip naked and then video call him on skype which I did. I had to stand in front of my camera and show him my body, including my face, I had no make-up, wig or girly clothes. When he said he liked Janine it made me feel so good, I did feel sexy! He had started to touch himself which I could not take my eyes off but then he asked me to finger my hole which I did, I probed my hole as deep as I could bent over in front of the cam. He then said I should wank which I did, my clitty was already dripping, when I did cum he told me to smear it all over my hole. It felt so good although it was dripping on the carpet and I could not sit down. He then came on cam which took my breath away. I felt so proud to have been the catalyst.

I had been a good girl so Mark did not have to punish me at all.

Love to dress like this for my Mark

What Am I Like?

I love chatting on Birchplace, I like to log in post something and see who is up for some chat. I have a bunch of "friends" on there who like to chat with me and I enjoy being me for a while. Often I will be in more than one conversation and I have been known to post my replies to the wrong person which can be a bit awkward but also nice to have to explain yourself.

So who am I when I chat? Well to some (like my favourite heart throb Mark) I am a special kind of woman, one that likes to dress to please, one that wants to please her man. A girlfriend to woo, pamper and treat. I love chatting to guys who want a naughty girl to have fun with, no strings attached fuck buddy and I am only too happy to be that girl.

The thing is I just love wearing women's clothes, just looking and talking about girly clothes has me hot under the collar. When I put them on my brain just makes me feel soooo horny. It could be just 1 or 2 items and I am gone, a whole outfit and I am in dream land and I think I would do just about anything to a guy if he wanted me to dress like that. I love all sorts of clothes but have a soft spot (not quite the expression that fits!) for satin, stockings and heels, but anything shiny, fluffy, girly, peplum tops and coats all have an effect on me. I have to be able to imagine wearing the items so not having breasts counts out a few outfits guys like but I am up for just about any clothes. I love being shown what clothes I should wear or what to buy to wear for them or what they have bought for me to wear.

The other thing is the exposure in clothes, being seen as a sissy, being treated as a sissy, told I am a sissy, made to do things, made to wear things, act the whore, if its humiliating for a girl then it probably excites me! This leads onto my other chat type....

The dominant types, the ones I call master or sir, I love chatting to them as well. I love being their sex doll, their cum bucket, my bum hole is just a cock warmer for them. I don't need to cum I want to make them cum. I will dress how they want and if they say "come and suck my cock" I will do it. I am a willing slut. And as I submit to more and more abuse I get turned on by the degradation of me. The things I say to them, how it pleases them, I just love falling down that well. Some really have some cool fetishes, I never though someone would enjoy pissing onto a sissy in a blouse and I never thought I would enjoy being pissed on. I think about letting someone piss straight into my mouth or help them use the toilet, forced to wear a nappy then piss myself in public or shit myself while sitting on there hard on, having my arse stretched open and on display. All these things have made me feel horny.

So please find mt on Birchplace or skype if you would like to chat with someone like me....whatever that is!

Janine https://profiles.birchplace.com/cdjanine skype cdjanine