Bambi Blog 1

 I have been struggling with my sissy side this week. Being a sissy can be hard, its probably never easy as its not considered normal so its always going to cause some upset and anguish. My home life has got busy as there are more people in the house and now I don’t have any alone time. For some people this might be ok, they might live a split life and sometimes want to dress girly and other times not that bothered. Sometimes they might want to make love other times serve and be used. That's ok, in fact that is great, enjoy and be happy.

But for me I know I am a sissy so when I don’t have a chance to dress I feel down, low, my girl magic depletes. I wear knickers every day, sometimes a bra top, sometimes a cage but its just not enough I need time as a girl to recharge my batteries.

I use tvchix chat to help sustain me, looking for alphas who want me, I try to please them, entertain them, make them feel good so I feel good. I look at ebay and add clothes to my watch list even though I don’t need more clothes nor have a chance to wear them. My pinterest feed is viewed with an eye searching for captioned images to spark my imagination but all I see are real girls in stunning outfits with captions saying how his GF dressed him like this. If I could dress and look like that then I would not feel humiliation, I would just go out and enjoy myself, I want to see real pictures of real sissies, I need the striking view of reality not the dreamy pillow pictures of a girly boy.

So nothing sates my thirst other than letting me be me, just for a little while.

 Another of those dam AI generated girl pics but I think it knows what I like. That dress is to die for!