Free Choice

 

Its just not fair!

My Aunty and I were discussing coats over skype as we were both going out in the cold December afternoon. We swapped images of what we thought the other should wear and my heart was telling me how much I loved the look of those coats. That’s when Aunty said its just not fair! And I agreed.

Why can’t I wear such a gorgeous coat, why can’t my
coat have pretty lace layers? Why are my coats so boring? I would love to match it with a skirt, something above the knee in a nice material that makes the heart ace when you caress a hand over it. These jeans are just so uuugh. 

 

 I would choose a pretty blouse that would show my figure, shoulders that made me look like a princess, beautiful cuff details not a crappy T-shirt or shirt that has no personality its just white with buttons. No need for a tie – what the hell is the point of a tie, no I can wear necklaces or a dainty silk scarf tied around my neck. If its cold I would not grab a sweat shirt there are plenty of cute cardies that actually fit and look good in lots of colours and styles.

The range of panties is endless and so exciting and colourful, they feel good on the skin and slide under my clothes, so much better than my boy pants. Even the socks have pretty details and why not! Stockings keep you warm in winter and make my legs look good so why not wear them all the time so everyone can see, no point in hiding them under some baggy joggers. A bra or corset helps with my posture, I walk more upright, it has got to be good for my back.

 

 

 

 

 

Make-up can hide any spots or blemishes, that’s better for everyone looking at me. Lippy would moisturize my lips so come on, it has got to be part of my daily routine. Paint my nails and I won’t be biting them anymore but admiring them. Earrings only make my face look more interesting, why wouldn’t I want that?

 No need to chuck a day sack over my shoulder or a bag for life, have you seen the choice when it comes to bags and some are sooooo incredible it makes me squeal. All colours and designs to match any outfit. I love Hello Kitty as much as the next little girl you know!

 

 

And the shoes, its like a new world. They come in every size and shape, with straps, heels, materials, boots you can wear everywhere and they make you look so tall and slender and move with dignity.

So yes Aunty, its just not fair!

She is in charge now

 

Working Girl

 

Pantie Punishment update

 It occurred to me last night that I never mentioned wearing a cock cage - thats an obvious punishment device.

Also bra and blouse could be seperate levels, as could adding breast forms (imagine that bra with d cups and a satin pussy bow blouse under a jacket on the train!)

Would be good to start simple and work your way up to a scary sissy encounter.

Pantie Punishment

 The last few days I have been told to wear panties to work. I have started to commute by train and mentioned that I did not feel very girly so my master requested that each day I have to wear panties. When I acted shocked at this he added that 1 day a week I would also wear my anal plug for the commute, I asked if this was to and from work and he said that was a good idea and yes. Now I don’t consider wearing panties to be a punishment, wearing them is fantastic, feels good and makes me feel more like a sissy. The logistics of wearing them on the other hand does cause me mental anguish. Getting dressed in the morning has me fretting then all day I am conscious of my trousers slipping down or when I bend over or my shirt rides up, every time I go to the loo I sit and look at how pretty they are, which does make it all worth it.

The plug on the other hand is a bit more brutal, I love it when it slides in and it feels nice for a while but I cycle to the station and that ride can really agitate my little hole, sitting on the train is fine again and then I have a 15 minute walk which has been ok but it’s not unnoticeable. Once at work and I have got things sorted it’s time for the morning ablutions and I take the plug out. Its messy and a relief to remove. Going home is strange, nipping in the toilet and orally lubricating the plug then popping it in then getting ready to go home. The plug takes its time to settle in while I walk and then wait at the station, I usually stand on the way home so I start to forget its in then I am on my bike and wham, its back, by the time I’m home its slightly painful and as soon as possible I am popping it out. It’s a love hate relationship!

But what if wearing panties was not enough for my master, what if he wanted to mentally test me going to work, turn the flame up a notch, see how far I would dare to humiliate or expose myself and for him to have more proof that I was just a sissy fag only worthy of sucking cock and having my bum fucked.

During a sleepless night I came up with this list:

• ·        Bra – one of the easiest yet so fem but what to wear over it or nothing? How about the halter bra, bit more challenging?
  
• ·        Hold-ups – quick and warm in the winter
• ·        Tights – full coverage
• ·        Stockings – extra time required to put these on each morning!
• ·        Blouse – more challenging, best keep that jacket done up. Silver satin shirt would be ok, black satin frilly one not so much but the higher neck and bright flowery one would be a lot more difficult to keep hidden.
• ·        PVC wet look crop top – saucy!
• ·        Jumper or cardigan – something fluffy or super girly, barbie, pink or bright (or both)
• ·        Slip – tucked into trousers
• ·        Dress – would have to be short to go under a long coat (I don’t have either!)

What if I had to give him proof on the train, opening my jacket for a picture, yes that’s doable but my trousers to show I have suspenders on, tricky. This would certainly go into the punishment bracket.

Please comment with any other suggestions!

Punishment Bra