Home and not Alone

 This isan outfit I have worn a number of times, its my kind of thing.

 

Suits you Sir

 There is something I find pleasing with a womans suit and also with the thick fabric you can see in this picture. I bet it would feel great to wear and so smart. Its a great fit on her but with a tight corset I think I could pull it off. I imagine my wife deciding that she has had enough of me being a secret sissy and sending me to work dressed like this and to confess to my department that I am a crossdresser.

 

Draw to Win

 It is true, I have replaced by boring male pants with gorgeous knickers of all colours and styles. I am always looking for more to add to my already bulging draw!

 

Pretty in Pink

 I don't need to say it do I? I just love dressing in such girly pansy outfits. I love the humiliation, the berating, the laughing, telling me that its more than crossdressing, that I want to be a little baby girl, sucking on a dummy with a crinkly nappy on. Yes that is how I feel sometimes.

 

Going in and out

 Dressing for nights in and dressing for nights out involve a different wardrobe, underneath stays pretty much the same but the rest generally is different, of course some things crossover and if I was more confident then the going out outfits would include more but at the moment I play it safe.

Dressing over the mark

I don't think there is any girly clothes I would not wear and enjoy. Some might not be my choice but with the right encouragement I would act very grateful. Everyone wants to look good to others and be usefull!
 

Look the Part

 In all honesty I love wearing a bra with average size breasts, add a satin blouse with a bow, in pink and I am on cloud 9. Puffy sleeves covering my arms, yes please. I tend to pick floaty, a-line, pleated skirts to help give me some shape but I do love the feel of a tight skirt so I let the voyeur make the decisions but please count me in if this is the dress code!

 

Perfect Creation

 I do admire those who remodel there bodies to look good for others, I have a chest plate which is fun to wear and a face mask as well (although never worn both at the same time - better add that to my to do list?) so I could make a pretty convincing doll if anyone is interested?

 

Works both Ways

 My wife knows I dress, she knows what I buy and I keep my girl clothes with my boy clothes but she has no interest seeing me dressed. I do wonder if she is missing out on a trick or two, with the purchase of a maids uniform or just a frilly pinny she could get so much more out of me!

 

Comfort Clothes

 Being zipped into a pretty, girly, childish dress, wearing tights and a bow in your hair just makes you feel good.

 

Love the Leather

Who does not love a leather skirt! I also have a leather dress which I love to wear. Its the look, the feel, the weight, slightly stretchy for the snug look and does not crease. Its just a winner in my book!
 

 

 

In the Post

 I do most of my shopping inline (ebay) and I used to use click and collect but as my wife knows I am a sissy I usually get them sent home. She knows if I take the parcel away it must be girly clothes.

 

Blackmailed Sissy

 I do love reading about blackmailed forced crossdressing, its a bit niche I know but it does get my juices flowing. I would love to own an outfit like this but the real pleasure would be wearing it for someone else.

 

Standing Out

 There is nothing like having a pair of heavy breasts jutting out from your chest. I cant even see my feet to tie my laces and they get in the way but I love them. I do feel very self concious when I wear them which only amplifies the excitement!

 

Be Smart When Dressing

 I love a smart yet sexy outfit, I prefer short to long, I like fitted waists and flared skirts, I think I could wear something like this.

 

My Shiny Things

 I love looking at shiny PVC, leather, latex, rubber clothes. I think some of the outfits are incredible and those who wear them often look stunning. So over the years I have purchased a few items in that catagory and I have found the pictures look better than the product and the price is usually higher than other materials. But its still fun to wear, my body is not great for wearing such tight clothing but hopefully if I find someone to share my girly side with they might enjoy the feel of pvc as well.

I bought the over knee boots on a wim, they are 9 inch  heels and absolutley fab. Glad I went for it!

Knitted Pleasure

 I do love the look of a knitted (especially cable knit) skirts and dresses or like here a cute combo. I love how it follows the curves but thivk enough to hide the lines. I don't think its very flattering on as I have yet to find a dress I like but I keep searching!

 

Dress is Best

 I am more a skirt and blouse girl but if I am going out for the night I do enjoy wearing a dress. There is something wonderful to be zipped into a dress, its so different to what I have traditionally worn as a male. It does feel good and so easy to wear, why did men end up choosing trousers and shirts, the idiots!

 

New Rules

 I do wear knickers everyday now, my top draw is stacked full of them. I do wonder what they would say at work!

 

Bigger is Better

 I like my usual breast size, I think it looks natural on my body and my clothes fit ok but part of me wants to know what its like to have large tits. Maybe its me wanting to be a bimbo to attract men and to be laughed at by women, a sex object kind of thing. So I did order an F cup plate and wow I was impressed, it was amazing to wear and I even went to Sweet Wednesdays in it but it split after a few uses and the neck was a bit weird. Its a lot easier to put on now but you do need a bra with it (which I prefer to wear) so it will still come out every now and then.

 

For Mr Fox

 This is the outfit sent to me by an admirer called Mr Fox. A big sissy thank you goes to him.

 

 

My Usual Choice

 When I go to Sweet Wednesdays I will often pick a skirt and blouse, the blouse almost certainly satin but although I do have a leather skirt it is more usual for me to wear a pleated one but I have worn short tight skirts as well. Not sure which is better or more appealing but I love them both.

 

 

Pretty in Pink

 Nothing beats a satin dress, I just so love the look and feel of them.

 

 

Your Desire

 

Nap Time

 I would love to spend the day being a little younger (ok a lot younger) something about it I just find appealing.

 

Outside Adventure

 I do have a thing about coats and do enjoy going outside dressed so this image is up my alley.

 

Unfortunate Choice

 I do love shiny clothes, satin works best but always loved the PVC look but so difficult to find something that looks as good on as it does in the pictures.

 

another view of this awsome dress!

Heels to die for

Before I get to the emotional part I have go to say that although wearing 5 inch stilettos is awesome and I love doing it and was getting quite good in them at SW but for 12 hours, 4 of which dancing, they are just not suitable. My feet were numb by the end and took weeks to get back to feeling normal (but my legs had a super workout and looked even more delightful). 

All these new places did bring something up that I had worried about and should have just talked to my girly group about and that was what about the toilets? Which do you use? what is the etiquette? Standing or sitting? At SW I am usually caged, so I sit and use the ladies or upstairs toilet, but in town? Turns out that there were a lot of gender neutral toilets and when I asked nobody cared which I used but I would hate to offend and scare anyone and more than capable of going into the gents dressed! My boots pre-glued nails stayed on all night (thats from 1pm to 4am) so I think I have got the hang of them. I have also learnt that a handbag with a chain strap stays on my shoulder better! Who knew!

Journey Beyond Central Station

Sometimes I think that I played my life all wrong, now that I understand what makes me happy I look back and see all that wasted time but maybe I was never that person so many years ago. I am me now and my younger self had different goals and desires. I have loved so many things that my life has brought me that I should never complain or regret my choices and as my life evolves then I should just enjoy every new development, experience and relationship.

Sounds like a load of psychological bull shit but let me assure you its written with a hand on my heart, if you enjoy reading these new chapters of my blog then that is great (and please let me know!) but its more therapy for me, its my diary and my opportunity to express how I feel and share my experience as I am unable to chat about such things in my circle of work and day to day friends.

So what is new you ask? Well in December my trips to Sweet Wednesdays (which I adore and has given me such joy) went to another level. I don’t mean in a sexual way but in a social way. I guess it was 2 things which rocked my world and sent my head spinning, the first was the opportunity to step outside of the walls of Central station and journey into the city to a new location. A journey with friends and loyal companion and in their company I could relax and let the fears of what might happen just fade into a quiet buzz in the background of my life. Travelling in the uber, walking to Retro then climbing the stairs to be looked upon by new faces and seeing those faces and realising I was not treated as unusual here, my difference makes me something special to discover and enjoy, not something that should be shunned or hidden away like a grotesque statue that nobody has any use for.

From the vibrant walls of Retro and the sweet conversations of people who do not draw lines between how we look or feel we travelled again, holding hands and quiet words calmed my soul as I watched the city lights dance by the windows of the cab. As we walked towards the place I had heard so much about, my partner in crime was just about bursting with energy and anticipation which made me excited yet worried that this new experience would not be the same for me, we all have different tastes but there is a joy gained from those around you enjoying themselves and if she was this happy bringing me here, sharing her experience, my only option would be to enjoy it!

And wow did I enjoy it, I felt young, crazy and bewildered. My brain had trouble processing everything around me, not helped by the various drinks we had consumed, the music so loud that it echoed inside my head, the lack of inhibitions in this environment just made me want to dance like nobody cared – which they did not, all they wanted is that everyone is happy. I love to people watch and this was a feast for the eyes, as I danced I scanned the room and tried to work out all the relationships between the couples, groups or solo attendees, my brain just could not accommodate the variety and wild characters of this club (Bombshells if you want to know). Such a happy and vibrant collection of souls.

That leads me onto the second event that changed my life in such a wonderful and beautiful way and that will have to wait for the next instalment…..

My New Life in Dresses

 As I spend more time (all my time?) in knickers and bras and every oppurtunity to wear either a skirt and blouse or a dress it wont be long until I will be wearing something like this every weekend!

 

Going out

 I  have always had a passion for coats and black and shiny rings my (many) bells! Added to a cute fitted knotted dress I mean what is not to like!

 

 

Dressed for Bed

 Going to bed enfemme is something I adore but does not happen very often.

 

Hotel Hottie

 Love going to a hotel, being able to dress at leisure and then when you feel ok walk down into the lobby then outside or to the bar. Nobody knows you, nobody cares.

 

Time to go Out

 At some point you just have to go out and expose yourself (and I dont mean in a sexual way).

 

Everyday Sissy

 I wish I could dress more girly everyday, I do wear girls underwear all the time now and building up quite a wardrobe but I don't want my 2 lives to clash and one to exclude the other so running them in parallel works for me. Let me know if it works for you.

 

Endless Choice

Now that I can have bigger breasts if I like there is no restrictions on what dress to wear. I would have worn a dress like this anyway but now I can fill it out.
 

 

 

 

Falling in Love

 Spending more time with girls like me has opened my eyes up to lots of possibilities, I love that there are no boundaries for love.

 

Big girl now

 I do enjoy having breasts and wearing a bra, ok so it might just be temporary but it does make me feel good. I wear a C cup as that looks right for my body size but I realise guys do like large boobs. They seem to like them bigger the better so I want to get an E cup chest plate and see what that is like. I guess that will be more pictures to caption!